爸爸的手机

之前还想说和如敏他们去templer park玩水的说
后来因为每个人不得空就取消了
还有点失望的说

但是咧
昨天老天让我有个机会到那里去了
虽然也是湿着回来
但我不是去玩水

爸爸的手机在他砍竹的时候掉到水里了
瀑布里的水流得蛮急的
不懂被水冲到哪里了
他找不到

爸爸回来后告诉我
我就建议再回去找过

换了件较深色的衣
就出门了
去的途中
老天还不客气的给我下雨
老天啊～

冒着雨
滴滴答答地打在头顶上
踩着石头
滑溜溜的水冰冰的
手一直在石缝间摸索

你知道
当一个人看不到里面是什么
但又必须用赤手去摸索
会有一种莫名的可怕
是我胆小吧。。

最后终于找到了
但手机还是救不回
手机坏了不用紧
但心疼的是里面储存的联络号码全没了
我爸爸心痛到～

唉～

所以说
各位亲爱的朋友
赶快把你手机里的重要资料
小学中学大学同学同事的联络号码住址等等
哪怕是相簿里的照片都好
都synchronize到电脑里去
因为等你失去了
一切都来不及了啦
:((

考完了！

放假咯！！！

大学六年的第一难关终于闯过了！
从第一年就担心的这一科，
学了3个学期的知识，
画了3个学期的细胞组织，
看了3个学期的显微镜，
把3个学期学到的这些
在短短的一个月内（可能更短）
从笔记脑袋里翻出来，
拼了命的刻印在脑袋上，
换来了不错的成绩。

不错不错
蛮开心的

但是我所获得的这一切，
并不代表我聪明。

我不聪明
我很笨
如果我聪明多点
我就会早点开始准备
这样现在我的脸上就不会多了几颗痘痘
和挂着一双熊猫眼了。

呵呵～
以上不是重点
重点是。。。

谢谢老天的眷顾！
在我考第一科时让我抽到好题目。。

谢谢老天的眷顾！
虽然考第二科时没有抽到我要的题目，
但是谢谢老天让那些知识乖乖呆在我的脑袋里，
让我需要她们时挖一挖就挖出来了^^

谢谢老天的眷顾!
让我在这两科考试中都由我的老师，
Mdm. Ludmila来考我口试的部分，
真是爱死她了!!
也爱死了老天爷呵!!! X))

以上也不是很重点的重点
很重点的重点是。。。

我很喜欢和我的朋友们在面对考试时
一起努力奋斗的感觉！
虽然口里一直喊累喊怕
但凭着彼此的坚持
还是熬过了这么多夜晚
*陈颖见--熬夜*

我们曾经：
在房间里开补习班当彼此的补习老师
用从IKEA偷回来的环保纸贴在冰箱上当黑板
为了研究人体肌肉的运动搞得手痠脚痠
读书读到半夜饿了跑下楼买冰淇淋吃
两个人坐在一张椅子上好几小时讨论晚上多睡觉是否真的会长高比较快
etc etc.

我亲爱的朋友啊，
有你们陪伴的夜晚过得特别好笑
即使有考试的压力
但我们生活的乐趣蛮有效的抵消了考试的压力的

有你们真好！
9-05b + 4-08b 万岁！！！
^^

接下来的45个小时
能出去shopping就shopping!
不能出去就packing准备飞回Malaysia!!
我来也!!!^^

MyFM 的不懂什么颁奖典礼
有我很爱的张芸京和苏打绿去参加耶
可恶的是干嘛要在23号!!
不能迟一两天咩!!
那时我还在飞机上咯!!
过分过分!!

阿京～

青峰～

T.T

hmm......

one day left before the last paper...
i dont know wats wrong with me...
coz i didnt study seriously until now...

chatted with Yoon..
settled all the problems of that day im going to reach KL
chatted with him for while..

dont know why..
recently i felt the importance of him
in the other way..
i get to learn how to be an independent gal
1 thing i cant deny is..
i so wanted to call him raed...
but i stopped myself from doing tat...

Chang Chiaw Er
YOU HAVE TO BE TOUGH~!!!

im getting fatter!!!

oh my gosh~~~!

pressure brings a lot of consequences
one of it is---gain weight!!!

when i feel stress
i wanna eat sth
especially sth sweet
chocolate, ice-cream will be my mates...

last year was chocolate...
tats wat made me gain 4kg when back to msia...
tat was really terrible!!
guys may be cant understand...
but im sure my dear gal friendss....
u all would know my feeling rite....?

luckily, when i came back from msia this sem...
i lost weight..back to normal...
phew~~~

now, facing the difficulty again...
oh my...i cant resist to chips...
summor my fren made me a chocolate biscuit cake...
tats superb nice!!!
i wanna eat it alll!!!
but im worry bout my body weight...
T.T

oh God...
please help me to control myself....
summor CNY is coming....

control~
CONTROL~~

bye bye Anat, hello Histo...

wat happened ytd was juz so amazing!
after many days of preparation,
finally comes to the day we tat we fear the most.

my emotion wasnt good the day before exam
Vincent came n told us his experiences in the exam hall
i was totally lost after listening
felt like i cant answer even a complete question
my feeling was really terrible tat time
altho i didnt show it
but it was really bad

i decided to take a bath to calm down myself
in the bathroom
water washed off all my worries and negative emotions
i came out with strong inspiration again
coz i knew, exam is not juz about knowledges
is about strategics, lucks and intelligences as well
[due to Russian funny exam system]

well,
my strategic was...
go as early to the exam hall as early i could
grap the front place so that i can have more choices on those variants
[russian funny system to have lots variants of exam questions]

next,
my lucks...
i couldnt know hows my luck until i finish my exam
juz pray hard all the time
that i could get my own anat teacher for my oral test

then,
intelligence...
im not an intelligent gal
but this time i had little intelligence in my brain
assumed a few questions that i might choose
focus on all those questions
imagine wat teacher would ask me on those questions
study all the related topics
coz we have too many questions
so i prioritize the questions i might take

after all these thinkingS
i clear with wat i want and how to get it
so prepared everything according to my plan
to make sure my plan works
i gave up my sleeping time
tat was so suffering to see my roomie sleeping on her bed
luckily i had the other roomie accompanied me whole night
thx LeeKheng..

sunrise...
i was shivering all the time
can even feel my heart shivering too
before leave pray again to God...


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BIG BIG THANKS to Mdm. Ludmila, my anatomy teacher, for giving me the highest grade!
BIG THANKS to my lucks, for getting questions that i know and getting Mdm. Ludmila!!
SUPER BIG THANKS to GOD, for listening and fulfilled my prayers!!!

SPECIAL THANKS to my parents, for worrying bout my health!
SPECIAL THANKS to my brothers, for...had the same day of exam with me! haha!!
SPECIAL THANKS to my roomies, for everything, things tat u all know! haha!!
THANKS to all my friends, for praying for me, wishing me luck, encouraging me all the time!!
THANKS to Xj and Alice, for listening, really felt better after spoke out...


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HOPE ALL THESE GOOD THINGS WILL FOLLOW ME
TO THE NEXT EXAM, HISTOLOGY ON NEXT THURSDAY!


ALL THE VERY BEST 2ND YEAR FRENS!!!

这剩下2天

今天是拜四，考试在拜六，
只剩下2天而已。
天啊～！

最近连续读了很多天的东西，
脑袋不懂装得了多少，
而且统统都有关联的。

例如：
Joint, wat muscles will attach to this joint. these muscles will be innervate by wat nerves and wat arteries will supply blood to these muscles, wat veins drain blood from these muscles, where these nerves, arteries, veins originate, these nerves belongs to wat type of innervation, wat tract it goes, where is its first second third neurons locate, etc etc...

头大了～
只剩下2天而已
我还在这里

撤了
掰～

I'm already there

Westlife- I'm already there

He called her on the road
From a lonely cold hotel room
Just to hear her say
I love you one more time

But when he heard the sound
Of the kids laughing at the background
He had to wipe away a tear from his eye

A little voice came on the phone
Said "Daddy when you coming home"
He said the first thing
That came to his mind

I'm already there
Take a look around
I'm the sunshine in your hair
I'm the shadow on the ground

I'm the whisper in the wind
Your imaginary friend
And I know
I'm in your prayers

Oh I'm already there

She got back on the phone
Said I really miss you darling
Don't worry about the kids
They'll be alright

Wish I was in your arms
Lying right there beside you
But i know that I'll be
in your dreams tonight

And I'll gently kiss your lips
Touch you with my fingertips
So turn out the light
And close your eyes

I'm already there
Don't make a sound
I'm the beat in your heart
I'm the moonlight shining down

I'm the whisper in the wind
And I'll be there till the end
Can you feel the love
that we share

Oh I'm already there

We may be a thousand miles apart
But I'll be with you wherever you are

I'm already there
Take a look around
I'm the sunshine in your hair
I'm the shadow on the ground

I'm the whisper in the wind
And I'll be there till the end
Can you feel the love
that we share

Oh I'm already there

I'm already there

im touched by the lyrics of this song...
and Westlife sang it with full of love...
tats the love towards their family...

although we're far apart..
do not worry my loved one..
cause i'm already there..
i'm always by ur side..
juz like the wind
juz like the sunshine
juz like the shadow
juz like the moonlight
i'm always there
i'll be there till the end...

day before exam -2

went for a walk with Alice juz now. holding shauma ( russian's kebab) in our hands leads to frostbite. well.. we went to Sindbad to buy a shauma which we had longing for it since last week. den we decided to have some fresh breath in the park coz we have been sitting in our room for many days and wat we see are books and laptop.

in the park, snow reflects the colour of sky makes it looks blue. no sound pollution. no air pollution. ppl strolling with their doggie (doggie wears jackets too). ppl skiing. children sliding down from the snow slope. the environment is peaceful. like it. except the temperature. FYI, it was -17C.

thinking of finals in 4 more days. feel scare. i told Alice, i hope tat i can skip the exam period and my life can still go on. she replied, then u will have no results. yaa. it's true. no matter how things changes, still have to face it. so, i wanna pass it. if i get a 3, i will definitely feel sad.

had a talk with mamie & baba juz now. cousin sister is getting marry. so my family is going back to Johor this Sunday. so nice. i miss my hometown too. nvm, coz im going back soon^^ baba keeps on reminding me to eat more fruits. buy more and keep in the fridge. ok~i will buy alot when i go out next time.^^ mamie taught me how to cook those vegetarian food as i didnt cook them always. still left a lot in the freezer. =.= ok~i will cook them after my finals n treat my frens.^^

but i wonder, do i have enuf time to do these after finals??! i will spend most of the time in shopping complex^^hehe..gonna buy my cny new clothes here^^buy my brother a topshop jumper if the price is acceptable. buy my little sister biscuits as she requested for it. and for mamie & baba. secret^^ haha. actually still thinking. many things flew thru my mind. and i did think bout it almost every night before i slept. except last nite. coz my mind was occupied by those nervus plexus. @.@ anyway, i did think of sth for them edi. juz worry whether i got the time to shop for them one by one onot.haha.. however, thinking of it edi makes me feel excited!!^.^

FINALS~

i say u can, u can.
if i say i can, can i...?

day before exam=(

i think. i really think i should post something here now.

well.im juz back from vball training. seriously, vball is the only thing i could released stress now. but also make me come back with muscle pain on every part of body. especially the neck and shoulder. maybe have been sitting at home for too many days. didnt exercise at all. why? study lo. really can feel the stress among 5 of us. facing Anatomy exam in 5 more days. we even revising what muscles and what arteries on our thigh when we were doing stretching. lolx~

dont know what bad luck we had today. 5 of us, only Lk didnt get whack by ball. me, haha..kena twice. somemore the ball hit my head ( at the FRONTAL LOBE) and my left cheek ( luckily my MANDIBLE still joining with my MAXILLA). what a LUCKY day. balls all shooting towards me.
think besides pray for my exam, gotta pray for my luck as well.

speaking of exam...haiz...i really should stop watching the One Million Star. somemore im watching season 1. not the latest season 6. lolx. coz my roommie strongly recommend this to me. and i cant resist the attraction of watching it. it really nice. seeing those guys crying in the end of almost every episode triggers my LACRIMAL GLAND to works too. ( damn, i havent read the sensory organs chapter yet.T.T ) Yoga & Aska really awesome!! Peter Pan is handsome!! TaoZi is cute and funny!! ^^ oh my~i cant stop. i want to stop. i have to stop!! do u think i can stop?? haiz...perhaps juz pause it until 21/1...yes. pause!

Chang Chiaw Er!!!
determination!!!
dont regret later!!!

2010

brand new year!!!

steamboat. eat till die. rest. eat again. drink. toast. laugh. photos. fireworks. musics. DANCE. see ppl dance. shake off all the fats. shake. shake. shake...

p/s: i dont know how to shake.
my frens can shake well.
haha.

HAPPY NEW YEAR
2010