Sunday, December 20, 2009

secret. feeling.

dont know how to start this post. i even dont know how to express my feeling through words.

i have to admit that it already somehow deep in my heart. without my acknowledge. so it is hard to ignore the bloody weird unwanted feeling. im trying really hard to overcome it. to forget it.

this is a secret. a big secret between me n the other gal.

i hope it can forever be a secret. yes. forever..

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

I think everyone has the miserable feeling after reading this post.
hope u wont turned lesbian or something, voice out, to anyone, ur mom yong hui, anyone..

try find the element of beauty from things around.
good luck !

jellirier...april said...

Amos..
u frightened me..bout saying me turning lesbian..haha..tats funny..

dont worry..im not one..im juz sometime love female idol who looks n acts like guys..eg. 张芸京..hehe..

Anonymous said...

nah im just trying to be funny..
is that anything serious about ur post?

jellirier...april said...

of coz tat is serious...bout sth..tat i couldn't tell...

so..juz let it be a secret..