倒数中。。。

倒数3天就考完试了，
倒数7天就可以回家了。。。

开心兴奋时必备的心情，
但由于上个星期就开始生病到现在，
还在咳嗽，
担心，在机场应该不会被扣留吧。。。
那该死的H1N1还在肆虐，
听说大马已出现了第12宗病例，
可恶。。。
害我回大马还要担心一大堆的事情。。。
在机场还要一直带口罩。。。

这几天，
发生了一些不开心的事情，
被宠坏的我，
开始担心，
再这样下去，
恐怕我会失去某个对我非常重要的人了。。。

被爱惯了，
现在有种感觉，
好想用心好好去爱一个人，
想做爱人的人，
不想让他难过了。。。

我这样的dumb,
做得到吗？
不知道。。。。。。

JOURNEY of COLLECTING ZACHUTS

well...it has been a long time since my last post...n pls give me big applause to welcome me back...luckily,im still alive...

the last 2 weeks were nightmare for me..but i believe the future will be getting worse...before physics final which was last wednesday, we were all stressing out one by one...need to play some sports to relax tat time...the physics final test paper was a miracle..i was lucky enuf to get the variant tat i know 80% of the questions^^ but if u ask me the question again now, i will juz shake my head n say "i dunno"... haha...

we got to know our physics result on the following saturday..I proudly say tat i got 5 which there r only 8 person out of approx. 100 got 5..and...my scores is the highest in 1st year..AMAZING?!!ya...it is amazing...i can only say:UNBELIEVALBE!! i think i was blessed n very lucky...thx God~

the following test was Russian oral test n i got 5 for tat..next is Histology sensory organ test..it is an interesting topic n im a bit confident in it n i got 4-..which im already satisfied with it...^^the following test is Anatomy sensory organ which ended today..last nite we had study group in our room n had Vincent as our tuition teacher...i studied until 5.30am den bumped into cherrie's bed ( coz she was sleeping on my bed)...at 9.14am, 3 of us jumped out of our bed n started to rush in n out...FYI, our class supposed to start at 9am sharp n it already started...By the time we reached there was edi 10am...luckily Ludmila din piss off n juz let us start our test ORALLY...haiz...i failed to answer some of the questions coz i nvm tot she will ask bout tat...but at last i managed to win back some marks based on the question of lacrimal gland reflex n tr. vestibulospinalis...forcefully she gave me 3+ n gave me credits on my zachut book...which means...i had collected 4 credits so far...^^hehe...chemistry n History of medicine will get aftomat n Russian written test will be this Thursday n Biology on Wednesday...T.T

have no idea how to start Bio...

felt regrets for always doing physics lab works during Bio lecture...haha...
seems like i will be killed by bio this time...X.X

anyway, thinking of going back to msia on 30th of June...is the motivation for me to study^^

I'M COMING, MALAYSIA!!!!!

Volgograd

Date : 26/4/2009 (Sun)
Place : Volgograd, Statue of Mother of Russia

Mother of Russia, behind us

Volgo River behind Volleyballers

wow~i still look pro when i salute...hahaaaXD

guess which shadow is mine...

sunrise in Volgo~

噩梦

为什么会梦见那一幕？
为什么要让我梦见那一幕？

原本是一副天伦乐的画面，
怎么转眼间就变成了让我心如刀割的画面，
那种痛苦在身体里心里，
不是蔓延，
而是狠狠的爆发出来，
想喊都喊不出声音，
我隐隐约约听到自己在抽蓄，
才及时把自己从噩梦中拉出来。。。

我永远记得
永远记得
那个让我接受不了的画面
那种我无法释怀的痛

醒来后，
我问了她，
为什么要让我梦到那一幕？？

要死也不给我死得快点

终于熬过了近期内最艰难的考试
两个星期以来
心灵上担心害怕
但实际动作却没有很大
前两天熬夜的结果。。换来。。。
一脸的青春痘
疲劳的身躯
破碎的心
几滴还没被人看见就已蒸散掉的透明液体。。。

昨晚请来了小老师
聪明的小老师解开了我们所有的疑惑
但考试过关拿好成绩还是不是读书一天两天就能做到的

前晚半夜3点起来读到天亮
每天去上课都把Sapin Human Anatomy带着
书包都重得把我们压垮了
昨天只让眼睛休息2小时
脑袋似乎没有休息到
就这样
带着这样的精神状况上战场了

其实，
老师给的题目我都会
整体上都答得还好
但我却败给了Muscles
特别注重这部分的她看到了一点的错误
真的只是一点哦
就立刻把我的分数跳过4降到3。。。。。
还希望我在学期结束前找机会重考肌肉这部分
把分数拉高。。。

看来，
这场仗没有这么容易结束
要死也不给我死得快点

加水吧～

冰

早晨清爽的天气，
宜人舒适的风景，
原来都只是暴风冰雨前的客气招待。。。

your demise...

an interesting drawing rite?!

u know wat...

this is drawn by 5 so-called future doctors...

YOUR DEMISE IS...

WHEN YOU KNOW US......

muuuahahhahahahahahahahahahaahaahahahahaaahahaaa~!!